but who would've passed the chance on meeting a nice guy, right?
It's funny how you've mentioned the word "sex drive".
To me, that is the key of relationship. Depends on how you control it though. To Malays, the word is a bit sensitive as it is a taboo issue among us that is never actually being discussed openly.
But yes, to be able to love someone, you must've felt it along the way. And how nice it must've been to know that the feeling is mutually shared.
How nice it must've been to be able to cuddle with someone who loves you,
How nice it must've been to be able to laugh with someone who loves you,
How nice it must've been to be able to play house with someone who loves you,
How nice it must've been to be able to kiss with someone who loves you,
How nice it must've been to be able to be doing it passionately, with someone who loves you.
Yes, there's the prospect of you and him falling out,
Yes, there's the prospect of you and him fighting over nothing- or everything,
Yes, there's the prospect of you and him ended-up divorcing,
But wouldn't it all be worth it in the end?
To be able to experience it, at least to know what and how it feels like- rather than being kept in the dark for years longing for it?
At least you've known.
But even I, am writing this with a heavy heart.
Is it all worth it?
Lord knows I know it's not. Explains my years of being alone.
I'm sorry if it's the same with you too.
Just know that
it's okay to be afraid.
It's okay to not be brave
sometimes you just have to take the plunge- and jump.
Love,
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