Assalamualaikum, people.
I really miss you guys. I miss us being together, being complete.
First and foremost, please agree with me that getting into college or university is really hard.
Thank you.
So I'm writing because I really feel like I'm stuck between choices. Even when it seems like there are only two options, that's not the reality of it. The reality is that one choice would lead to several other choices, and both of those options have this effect.
Too many things that I'm not fully mentally able to handle.
Each with their own pros and cons.
I just feel really stuck and basically I'm just vomiting out my rants all over this post, not that there are a lot cause I think I'm too mentally exhausted to even rant about anything.
I kenot lah. I just kenot.
So the above schools are what I'm stuck between. It is expected of me too choose wisely. And quickly. (cry, wail, lament)
Whatever choice I make, I would have to deal with the consequences.
Everything we do ada akibat, it's just life. I should really learn to differentiate between redha and giving up. I should really learn a lot of things. Things I'm afraid to learn, cause then I would be an adult, knowing all those things.
The truth is that I am afraid.
The truth is that I am not ready.
The truth is that I am going to have to do it anyway.
~ crust
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