Back.

*exhale slowly*

It has been about 4-5 months since I been gone. A lot of things happens and a lot of things don't. I manage to realise that my eyes we blurred so bad until I crumbled into a million pieces. I was beating myself up till I manage to convince myself that I deserve it even though I don't. 

I don't know how to express myself and no one can make me talk like how u guys do.

Okay. No more sad story no more beating myself up.

Main point here:

• I was too hard on myself. 
• I were many opportunity for me to do better but I was stupid enough to let it go. 
• I realise that all that now and I'm not gonna stay there lying on the ground beating myself up. 
• Cookie is back and planning stay.

Kkay. Stay tuned.